Fen Fare

Cousin K’s wedding over. I actually feel a sense of loss. Ha. It was so exciting the preparation and all, leading to the actual day last Sat. Prob coz it’s the first wedding for my generation in Ah Ma’s house. Prob coz it’s my first time being a Jie Mei too.

The wedding’s all so sweet I had to fight back my tears countless times – when the groom kissed the bride, when the bride hugged the mum, when the couple knelt to all elders at the tea ceremony, when the photo montage of their growing up and together years was shown, when the couple walked down the ballroom aisle. I’m quite a cry baby I think.

We had a lot of fun indeed with the games in the wee hours of the morning. It was a good battle between the Sisters and the Brothers. The victorious side is of course obvious.

I love especially the part we had the groom and brothers down the block to sing Aaron Kwok’s Cant Love You Enough ( a loose translation of the Chinese name) with the characteristic actions. We were later told families on the 23^rd floor heard it too. We were at the 5^th floor. I didn’t think they were that loud, though they could be perceptibly so at 6am in the morning. Woah.

Shant go into the details of all the games we played coz I’m thinking of recycling some at Mel’s wedding next month. 2^nd time being a Jie Mei – I reserve my last time for Suami ok. The rest, wait til I get married. :p

I realized I seemed to be the most accommodating to Cousin K’s countless creative/ridiculous/troublesome/out of the world (note: choose your own definition) ideas, suggestions and requests. May have got something to do with my ‘once-in-a-lifetime’ mentality for almost any event (ok, self-selected events:P) on earth. I wanted it memorable for her. Wedding is INDEED once in a lifetime you know. Any regrets will really be regrettable. I know my girls will be so tolerant too, when I get married. ;)

I hope we all succeeded in giving Cousin K the best on Sat. Am so looking forward to her baby due 23 Sept 2007. ;)

and so i'm back. squeezing my brain juices on how my report gonna be like. damn. u know the kind of helpless feeling you get when u are all alone with all the right conditions only to find out they were perfected for that wrongful disaster. pretty exasperating.

anyway 'nuff bout that. i'm fine. i'm ok. i'm cool. :P

warm my butt for another 2 weeks and off i go again. Bundung's in the bag this time round and that's making me look forward to it. shopping haven again! ok prob not. tightening my belt a little bit more. hmm. whatever. i expect an ultra short trip limited to no more than 2 flights ( touch and go! ) and that's making it attractive! i hate plane rides. i really do. i thought 3 hours' my limit but i realised last night it had gone down to 40 min. i can only tahan a flight to KL i think. i suspect it may go down to JB soon.

i know boss gonna ask the same qn again tml and i'm preparing for it. here goes: oh it's not too bad, quite a good trip. though some unfortunate things happened like not getting the intended advertisement out and therefore not getting the students to come and therefore cancelling the 3 events altogether. (sheepish grin) Oh yeah, i know. i know the budget's been specially extended for these events expecting to boost the numbers. no worries, i'm still aware. i'll do better. (*wink with a cluck of the tongue* ...ok prob just a wink.) Oh but you know what? (putting on the widest smile i have) it's still a pretty good trip coz i was inspired and came up with some amazing new marketing ideas that i thought we could prob arrange a meeting soon to discuss and explore the implementations? 

diversion tactic. you are one smart ass lady. woohoo!

though i REALLY did brainstormed some ideas onboard last night. while staring at the ultra black -40 degree celcius sky. it created some well-appreciated diversion away from the untolerable flight for a couple of minutes... and then it's smack back to my fidgety self. lucky the flight's half full and there's noone sitting beside me....

what a terrible week. 

i confirmed the size didnt i? i reconfirmed via email didnt i? why did it come out wrong?

i confirmed verbally and in writing, and YOU reconfirmed the time didn't we? Why did it only occur to you now??

i did everything right, yet things still turned out terribly wrong. fuck la. that's the best vulgar word i cld think of in my terrible just-cleared-150-emails mind.

can you UP THERE stop playing punk with me??

I reckon I’m one of the last few to catch ‘Click’. First movie that made me laugh and cry to the same degree. Provokes a reflection in us.. did it for you?

i think you know when you are old when you start to be real happy over just a simple 'happy birthday' wish from just about anyone.. ok i am getting old! heee..thanks to all who smsed me starting yesterday 11.30 ( thanks Shyan!) MUACKS!

had the chance to meet with AJO before he flies on Monday and it just occured to him suddenly through our meal that it was my birthday. so heartwarming!

suami sang song for me. ms feng came along to give me a birthday hug. My sis actually jerked up from her slumber to sms me at 12am..dad sang me a birthday song outside the toilet door today when I woke up in the wee hours of the morning to pee.haha

meeting Ling later for his surprise evening.. i'm the happiest gal today!!!!!!!! woohooooooooo.........

an ultra stressful week.. with the announcement and the repurcussions after that..my phone kept ringing with calls and smses from as early as 7+ am to as late as 12 am.. emails kept popping new ones with the same topic. i'm still lucky though, considering the fact i din suffer any snide remarks and aggressive attitude as my bosses did..

coupled with the dnd.. carnival preparations.. coupons sale.. bear sales.. all seemed to clash at the wrong time.. 

nvm Chubby.. it's a test.. it is a test.. 

ARGH$..^(*&$%^^&*()#$%^&*

nvm Chubby... it's a test.. it is a test..

KNS$^%&**()&^##$%^&*(%#$%^&*#$%^&*(

NVM CHUBBY, It's a test.. IT IS A TEST

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hey peeps.. 19 August 7pm my house k. 

P/S: Ling taught me the subject - said it was a High Class way of expression - i thought it was rather ingenious. no offence to anyone!

Buy a bear from me? $3 per piece. "Got Heart Bear", sure some of you would have seen it before, especially for the past few Fridays where my colleagues and i have been taking turns for tin collection and bear sales at different locations around the island.

It's for the Straits Times School Pocket Money fund - for needy children. Buy a bear from me? I'll deliver to you. ;)

i want out. can i?

did you catch 'Singapore - The Accidental Nation' on Discovery recently? i was mesmerised.

Accidental: occuring unexpectedly, unintentionally or by chance.

Indeed. it makes you think of the numerous things in life that are so untentional. The best accidents that happened to me, are the relationships i've forged so unexpectedly. 

One Active and one Passive, i din imagine we'll hit it off. One ChaoAngmo and one ChaoChina, i din expect our paths to cross. One Wealthy and One Deprived, i nvr spotted the link. One Chubby and One Slim, there din seem to be similiarities. One Sporty and One Cultural, there aint no common interests. One Tall and One Short, there exists a clash of views. One Dark and One Fair, the best of bonds i nvr thought. One Logical and one Emotional, i din deam we'll be together.

i love accidents(restricted to those kind as above pls). Don't you?